the past week has been the best week of my entire summer.
i’ve spent the whole thing falling in love, and lying to myself about it because i thought it’d never happen for me; but i guess i wasn’t the only one.
kyle and i are finally together. after months, almost an entire year, of getting to know eachother, our likes, dislikes, faults, strengths, hearts, and minds we’re taking a chance on what we both know could be the best relationship of our young lives.
it’s hard to wrap my head around the fact that something worked out for me. not just something, but the one something i would have traded everything i had to work out.
he told me he realized at patrick’s little shindig that he couldn’t push me away anymore. he told me he likes me a lot and has for a long time at jones beach. that was the day after patrick’s shindig. we had spend the whole night and day together, and we had so much fun just being around each other like we have since the day we met (which was about a year ago this month according to my palpable journal).
i talked to carlos about the whole situation, and he made me have doubts about it. i told kyle we had to talk about some stuff and he asked what but i didn’t text him back right away so he called me and asked me what was going on. i told him that i was worried that it’d be a while before we were together. he said not to worry that everything was gna work out perfectly, and it did(:
the next day we went to fort phoenix and he took my hand and led me away from everyone we were with; he took me to a spot i hadn’t really been to before. it was night time and all the lights were shining and it was just really cute. he looked at me and said “so, i was thinking… that you should finally be my girlfriend” and of course i said yes!
so now we’re finally together and i’m happier than i have been in years, all because of him<3
last night was the first night i’ve slept home in a long time, lmfao. i went home to relax for a little while then go back out but i ended up falling asleep, kyle came to see me after work and brought me food cause i never have any -___-
the night before last night kyle, me, trisha, justin, shanae, carlos, and patrick all camped out at gooseberry island! it was so much fun(: we toked, and jammed, drank a little bit and just enjoyed eachothers company.
the night before that kyle and i spent the night at his secret spot on the roof, it was super cute like we got there and layed down the blanket and stuff and we were in our PJ’s and he grabbed my hands and just went on and on about how he feels about me and stuff. no one ever does that. well, correction, i never feel comfortable with anyone doing that but i feel the same things for him so it’s okay. everything he said it what i realized months ago, it just sucked waiting for him to come to the realization he felt the same way. i always knew, though. i’m glad he finally came to his senses<3
